I feel weird…the title up there given to me as my first post thingy was totally gonna be the title I was gonna use…now I want to change it because I feel as though I’m being forced into it…cause I’m crazy like that…anyways, I’m gonna have to look for some things, I really want to make this place more Nicole-like…and, as you can probably see, I have issues with butterflies…I love the little things…everyday I wear a silver hook bracelet with a butterfly shaped hook that my cousin made at her job…partially because I love my cousin and partially because I’m obsessed with butterflies…mostly the latter though. So I got a few emails today from a bunch of different colleges, but I haven’t checked them out yet, because I saw the invite thingy and decided not to procrastinate. Anyways, I find it interesting how some colleges have very interesting looking emails, and others look bootleg…makes me wonder about some stuff. My pinky hurts…its always in the air, and I blame my father…it’s kinda ironic how the man I despise most is the man I resemble the most. I have his face in feminine form, I have his nail bed and finger shape with my mother’s stumpiness…I have his legs (which are feminine even on him), and his bad eyesight and lactose intolerance…whatever…I still hope he takes my advice and downs a bottle of tylenol one day…there are puppies running around my house. and chewing up my shoes. Silly little things…they’ve been wormed, and seem to be a lot happier, although the two girls didn’t really show that they needed worming….the boy is definitely better, he’s eating and running and playing and everything, although right now he’s napping next to my leg, cause he loves me so….I thin I see a few things that need to me edited, but I don’t feel like editing them, so too bad…Bye world!

PS, I feel all special being welcomed and stuff…makes me feel fuzzy inside…